My Heart

My heart hurts so bad. i fel alone with no one there to comfort and hold me. im sure no one cares, but im in so much pain. its hard to explain, but i look at all my friends, and how they have boyfriends or girlfriends that mean so much to them, and how much they love them. then i look at me, and i have no one. im all alone. no one wants me as their girlfriend. im ugly and fat. but, a wave of depressing nausea washes over me every time i realize how alone i really am. its so scary how i feel. i dont like it at all. i have no idea how to deal with this, and im so confused. i love someone, but i know they dont love me back. and he is already in a relationship. i dont want to feel these heartaches and waves of nausea anymore. i want to be a lovesick fool! i want to be head-over-heels in love with someone! and it sucks, because no one on the face of this earth will love me that much. and im tired of crying myself to sleep at night knowing that i can love someone with all my heart, and they cant and wont love me back.

Amy

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	Rhiannon Louise: 07/21/2007 11:57 AM Awwwwwwwww hug so tight I know how ya feel I feel the same... all my friends have bf's/gf's and I'm just on meh own But please don't say ur ugly and fat, cos ur not!! Ur lovely and pretty and and awesome gal... never forget that! (Personally, I just feel that the reason ur not going out with some1 is cos they're not gd enough for u!)
	cutypi22: 07/21/2007 11:59 AM thanx. thats really nice of you, but im going to feel the same way.
	Rhiannon Louise: 07/21/2007 12:03 PM =[ i wish u wouldn't but i guess alot of people feel this way at some point i just hope the feeling goes away FAST!
	cutypi22: 07/21/2007 12:07 PM i hope it goes away fast too! but i dont think it will.
	cutypi22: 07/21/2007 12:28 PM thanx. i know i shouldnt say that about myself. but thats how i feel.
	gummibears: 08/03/2007 1:29 PM I know how it feels :/